7 Temmuz 2008 Pazartesi

inspriations

...why does this body preffer to stuck itself to corners...
...why does it have a tendency to hide itself inside the place / inside time...
...what does it hide...
...has it shown before the thing that has been hidden by it before...
...damaged?...
...by whom?
...by itself or by others?

...does it care the responsibles of this damage....
...no, the damage itself is much more "IMPORTANT"...
...it has been damaged by THE PLACE and THE TIME....
now, it tries to hide itself inside its rapers...
rape?
was it a rape...
was it...
or a murder....
is there any wittness around...
is there...

ıf there is no wittness, ıf the wittnesses refuses that IT WAS A MURDER (IT WAS A MURDER u, SON OF A BITCH, U KNOW IT WAS A RAPE, CONFESS IT, U HAVE SEEN...)
AND THE PERFORMER LOOK TO AUDIENCE WİTHOUT BLINKING HIS EYES, HE COUNTS UNTIL 300 UNTIL THE FIRST BLINK...HE WAİTS AND LOOKS...

murder vs.01





"Liquid Diamonds"

Surrender then start you engines
You'll know quite soon what me mistake
Was
For those on horseback or dog sled
You turn on at the bend in the road
I hear she still grants forgivenesss
Although I willingly forgot her
The offering is molasses and you say
I guess I'm an underwater thing so I
Guess I can't take it personally

I guess I'm an underwater thing I'm
Liquid running
There's a sea secret in me
It's plain to see it is rising
But I must be flowing liquid diamonds
Calling for my soul
At the corners of the world
I know she's playing poker with the rest of the stragglers

Calling for my sould at the corners of the world
I know she's playing poker
And if your friends don't come back to you
And you know this is madness
A lilac mess in your prom dress
And you say
I guess I'm and underwater thing

tori





...listening the sound that has been listened before...

to TRAVESTY: v. make a travesty of, ridicule, imitate, ape
n. parody, debased likeness or imitation

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rhizome...
IN between
between things,
between entities,

DisAppeareance between AppearenceS
zero point - zero body - subzero



what is the role model of a travestite...
his/her mother?
his/her sister?
a ordinary woman from the street?
a movie star
NO...
the role mode is the imaginary women of all men with whom s/he met /fucked before...
the role model is a non existing women
thisfore a travestite is a supernatural creature...
a fairy tale....
a bed time story...
a black night memory...